I'm on a retreat at Manresa which my brother the Jesuit priest is leading. Meditating with lectio divina on the wedding at Canaa. Many things stood out... but mainly the thought: He saved the best (wine) for last. He seems to be telling me that He's saving the best for last with me too... and my heart keeps thinking... a girl. A wife. Even though I've been pretty serious the last few months that I'm considering the priesthood... I feel like I've been nudged back. A little frustrating, actually. I feel right smack on the fence again. But I think it pleases Him for me to wait in faith.